Quite honestly I miss my writing too.
Sometimes ideas and revelations come in waves
And I don’t have the time to jot them all down,
And other times I just
I just can’t inspire my mind
To go one direction versus another.
And it’s a clean slate
A blank page
And there’s so much beauty in that,
In the comfort of the silence that I just like to lay and revel in that alone.
And those moments of silence are just alright with me.

Such a shame that we can fall
Inlove
With someone that one day
Will cease to live.

Thinking.

Thinking.

Would you love me just the same if I was everything you weren’t? Would you admire me if you knew the soil from which I bloomed? Would you be terrified if I was nothing of what you assumed? Would you complement my lifestyle if it fell out of sync with yours? Or would you wash and exfoliate yourself so thoroughly as to rid me from your pores?

Fairytales.

heymoniquehey:

As little girls, most of us dreamed of finding that Prince Charming, the one that would sweep you off your feet, so that the two of you could live happily ever after. As we grow up, we go through relationship after relationship, realizing that no one in this forsaken world is really “perfect,” in the least. We keep going on, learning, maturing, and the more exposed we get, the more we can recognize and acknowledge that maybe there is a Mr. Right, and a Mr. Right-Now, though sometimes people get them confused. As I’ve said before in many other posts, I like to think that there is hope in everything, that there are miracles just waiting to happen, and that I tend to root for the underdogs, to go against the odds of nature. Excuse me for liking a challenge. But lately, I’m finding that there is no fairytale world, that yeah, things that are meant to be will happen… but in all this waiting, I’m afraid I’ve become a little impatient, and have lost hope in the good in people, although I still like to look for that. 

THE closest person lied to me, and I didn’t think that would happen… Naïvité seems to be my forté. 

My head probably knows better, but my heart wants to still believe that he’s out there somewhere.

mynamesdiana:

sometimes i don’t even feel like crying. i just wanna get up, put my jacket on, get some books, and run away. just leave, and not tell a soul where im headed.

iamthegarebear:

Man that damn piano got me up in my feels right now.

You guys have no idea how much I love the sound of a piano and to know someone who can play it well.

I almost cried

real talk

Thank you (:

I adore you

morgangiorvas:

I used to think love was the highest form of flattery but why is it that when I go to describe my feelings for you the only word I can think of is adore?

I adore you.
Everything that you do is perfect
you’re worth it.
you’re worth 2 of me

and i don’t say that to bring myself down but just to tell you the truth so that maybe you can see

how perfect you really are to me.

You inspire me.
Do you desire me
like I desire you?
I hope you do.

I adore you.

(Source: thatssomorgan, via thatssomorgan)

iloveyoulikealot:

I was so upset when I found out Kendrick Lamar’s album leaked. Whatever I’m still upset, but then I started noticing everyone talking about it and posting their favorite songs, i was trying to avoid it as best i could but it made me start craving to listen to it even more. Because of this I almost came home to download it today… But then I thought about it like wait… No. I want to listen to it the way he intended for people to listen to it on the day he intended it to be listened to. I want to crawl back to old school times and relish in the anticipation of the album coming out. Waiting in line to buy it and tearing open the plastic before I even get to the car. I miss those days. I’m so weird I know but I mean he’s my favorite artist and he’s so much more to me than just a good song or just someone nice to listen to.. It’s spiritual for me. Hard to explain so I’m not going to try but I’m going to wait until the release date to listen to it. After I get out of school on tuesday I’m going head to either Best Buy or Target, make my contribution to the number of album sales in the first week, drive to the beach (my favorite place) to watch the sunset and enjoy every last bit of this album…. the right way, the old school way, the legal way, the REAL way.

(Source: 05550-045, via kidxforever)

Tags: thoughts

lightningtheraintransformed:

His heart was always heavy, a growing fondness of this distorted world, for he could only perceive what laid between the lines of hate where true beauty treads. It was in the heart of another…

lightningtheraintransformed:

Sometimes I wonder if life was different, if we kept going, kept trying and fighting for us! Would we be happy? Hand in hand not caring what others thought, against the world, that feeling of your back against mine. The beating in my heart just echoing, “Protect”. I wonder what you are doing now across the sea…do you ever still think of me?

kidxforever:

I think about going MIA all the time but I never do it because it wouldn’t be fair to my friends who may need me

Tags: thoughts

Enkindler

lightningtheraintransformed:

I believe I lost it,
not my soul or mind
but something more.
That drive, its push…
words are lost to me.
Days spent grasping
thought and imagination
as it always escapes
through my fingers like sand.
I don’t feel its flame
as it had once burnt fierce,
blazing through my veins.
I am deprived of that power,
to create new worlds
dripping with meanings.
Where is my resolve,
my fire, my pen…

Fairytales.

heymoniquehey:

As little girls, most of us dreamed of finding that Prince Charming, the one that would sweep you off your feet, so that the two of you could live happily ever after. As we grow up, we go through relationship after relationship, realizing that no one in this forsaken world is really “perfect,” in the least. We keep going on, learning, maturing, and the more exposed we get, the more we can recognize and acknowledge that maybe there is a Mr. Right, and a Mr. Right-Now, though sometimes people get them confused. As I’ve said before in many other posts, I like to think that there is hope in everything, that there are miracles just waiting to happen, and that I tend to root for the underdogs, to go against the odds of nature. Excuse me for liking a challenge. But lately, I’m finding that there is no fairytale world, that yeah, things that are meant to be will happen… but in all this waiting, I’m afraid I’ve become a little impatient, and have lost hope in the good in people, although I still like to look for that. 

THE closest person lied to me, and I didn’t think that would happen… Naïvité seems to be my forté. 

My head probably knows better, but my heart wants to still believe that he’s out there somewhere.

(via momosthings)

Ardor

lightningtheraintransformed:

Pondering all that is I, tear away this hollowed form
and let your tender fingers caress this worn soul. 
Twas forever a burden, my begrudging vessel 
during times of tribulation had smothered it whole, 
but now you live in resonance with it
and for that gifted a new lease of life.

Hip to hip we walked celestial forests in tandem,
not caring for what’s left behind
but for that road yonder we wholeheartedly take.
Paved of trilliant stones and ardent love,
a road less travelled, more so abandoned.
Yet worth the journey in making two become whole.