There’s this mark on my ring finger and I’m scared it’s skin cancer cuz it keeps growing. It’s my wedding ring finger. What if I lose it?
My heart is still in pieces. Something that i did to myself a long time ago. I think that’s the real reason why i’m not in a relationship, i just have the capacity for emotion right now. Or more like it’s extremely limited.
There’s one person that i talk to now that I would be willing to open myself to completely. In fact, I think i already have. Too bad it’s unrequited.
And now i’m ordering pizza.
People let their fears get in the way far too often.
damn, over time, idk i just lost time for bullshit.
and you are essential. You might not see it clearly, and probably don’t feel it at the moment, but you are a crucial part of someone’s life.
We need you here.
I don’t want to be
your entire world, no.
I would be happy
just to be your morning coffee,
your hanging car keys,
but if lost throws off
your entire day.
I think for the first time, I’m alright being alone. It took a while, and for a very long time, I was concerned with the emptiness that took over. I’ve just learned to embrace it. If it’s meant to happen, it will. If not, there are plenty of other things I have on my plate right now to worry about.
I need to stop letting my heart override everything, I need to give my brain a chance too.