April 2010
STUPIDITY KILLS.
How come it doesn’t matter how much I try and how much I persevere for school, my relationship, my relationship at home, everything… I’m so confused, because nothing works out the way that I hope they would. Why is it that it’s so easy for people who don’t try anything at all, the people who don’t give a fuck that they don’t have a problems, they could...
Stuck.
And itls not even because I did something wrong. It’s because he thought he heard something in the background. I swear on everything that we have, I could even put my hand on a Bible if you wanted me to. Hand one over, but it just hurts that you would even think I’m capable of hurting you like that. I care about you way too much to sit there and pull the same shit that you had already...
My mind’s all in a jumble. Maybe it’s the whole losing touch with everything, and having my whole world be RJ. It’s not a bad thing, I love it, really. But when it comes to my family and him, it’s… complicated. I need to learn how to let things go, and have faith that they’ll end in the right way. I have too much on my plate right now, and it’s hard trying...
DAMN
DAMN ! I haven’t been on Tumblr for a minute! Just got back from CT last night, and it was a pain! I hate DELTA airlines, they had a delay in JFK for 2 hours, after I had missed my JetBlue flight. :( JETBLUE ftw nikkas!! Anyways, I hate that I’m back in CA, and I hate that I’m once again, without my man. :( It’s hard, you know? This distance thing. And I hate that it...
1 tag
formspring.me
CURIOUS? http://formspring.me/moniqueton
