It’s ridiculous how much time I spent being sad or mad about things that weren’t even happening so much so that it caused me to lose what should have been my focus to begin with. I’m an idiot.
I want to carve out this part of me
And cast it into the ocean
So that it’s sanitized by saline
And stripped of negativity
I want to dig into my temples
And remove what lives there
Of insecurities and paranoia
And be able to show you.
Take it from someone who learned it the hard way
Don’t let your thoughts get the worst of you
Don’t hurt those that you love
Especially the ones that you love most
They are not worth more than anything else
Remember to love yourself, so that you’re in the right mindset for yourself before anyone else
Don’t do anything to risk the LOYaL one
Don’t dedicate songs
It hurts worse when you don’t work
Take your time
Build that relationship before falling
And even when it hurts trust yourself
Trust yourself enough,
To know that you are a good judge of character
So the ones who are close, trust them, don’t let your fears stifle your confidence.
Take a deep breath when you start to lose your breath.
Don’t give up on those that mean the world to you,
On something that makes happiness trump the bad days
The dreary ones
The grey ones.
Keep pushing, you’re stronger than you think.
Don’t let fear conquer.
Don’t harm yourself.
Try and kill the thoughts,
And then love others.
Sex is great and all.
But you stripped my mind,
You wrapped your tongue around my
Name in an unforgettable way.
You fingered your way
Plucked yourself straight into my heart.
You filled me to my capacity
And I’m consumed by you.
You and only you,
And this is permanent,
It’s embedded within my veins
Latched onto my soul,
You’re here to stay.
And there’s no place I’d rather you be.